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i wish i could talk to people about my problems, but no one cares and no one wants to hear it

put all the weight i lost back on….

brother making me feel shit for other reasons,

mother is abusive,

in my room in the dark cutting and feeling sorry for myself whilst listening to sad music,

waiting for a friend to go on skype so i can act normal again.

that awks moment when i ate kfc n cut my self, tried thowing up but failed because i had my tonsils out and that burned so much ugh

im feeling happy for the first tim ein forever i havnt cut in like 3 weeks! ah i just want to be skinny, focusing on gym and the starvation scene

DOING THE GYMNAST DIET IM SICK OF FEELING THIS WAY

i want to eat pizza

but then i dont

but then i cant throw it up because i got my tonsils out

ARGH

looks like im just cutting more